I quick video tour of my new space. I unfortunately deleted my before photos. Just know the walls were orange and blue, and there was no furniture.
Here are a couple photos from my trip this past weekend. My friend Emily and I wanted to see the Apostle Islands so we booked a glamp trip up north.
I crave the water. I’m terrified of it but there is much peace in the fear.
I thought to make this video because why not?
I’ve been redoing my room for the last two weeks and my bed finally came in and i dont have to sleep on the floor anymore, WHEW!
I hope you enjoy it, it made me laugh.
here you go
There's way more before this paragraph but I had to cut it down quite a but now I remembered why I wanted to write this.
I am redoing my bedroom. I live at home with my parents and I wrote down in my journal I wanted my new room by august and i'm making it happen. But the remodel of my room ties into this story and it struck a cord so I started writing.
My room has always been something so weird to me. Growing up i've shared spaces with my siblings and when my parents bought a new home we all had our own room. My mind is busy and ive never been satisfied with it. So i would say in the last year I have moved my room around quite a bit but I didn't know why I still hated it. Your bedroom is your sanctuary, you sleep, meditate, laugh, cry in it. You should love that space right?
When I made the mistake of moving to LA I gave away a lot of my furniture and things. Well… since then I haven't bought anything for my room because I had the idea that I wouldn't be here long. It's been 3 years and that is a long enough time to stop making excuses and just redo ya damn room. I have been in so much denial with how much the last 3 years affected me that i didn't even allow myself to have a nice bedroom. I’ve been on this emotional ride with myself and juggling a growing business. Self doubt is real. Every move I make will somehow affect my business so i have to always analyze what is currently going on making sure its not a high risk move. I was in such a whirlwind that i didn't even allow myself to have a bed frame and dresser because I didn't think i was worth it and I had this illusion that this space wasn't my home and someday soon I was going to move. Who thinks like that! LOL
Well i decided that i'm worth the furniture and a fresh coat of paint. I can’t wait to share the photos of the before and afters with you!
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