Bedroom

I quick video tour of my new space. I unfortunately deleted my before photos. Just know the walls were orange and blue, and there was no furniture.

During the painting process

During the painting process

The hanging everything up process

The hanging everything up process

Kinda getting there

Kinda getting there

Finished room

Finished room

Finished space

Finished space

Madeline Island

Here are a couple photos from my trip this past weekend. My friend Emily and I wanted to see the Apostle Islands so we booked a glamp trip up north.

I crave the water. I’m terrified of it but there is much peace in the fear.

On the ferry En route to the Island

On the ferry En route to the Island

Who would’ve thought northern MN can offer this view

Who would’ve thought northern MN can offer this view

Emily and the sunset

Emily and the sunset

Grandpa Tony’s pizza and ice cream

Grandpa Tony’s pizza and ice cream

Tom’s Burnt Down Cafe - oddest place but so much charm

Tom’s Burnt Down Cafe - oddest place but so much charm

Went kayaking in a lagoon and on Superior

Went kayaking in a lagoon and on Superior

Look at how clear the water is at hip height!!

Look at how clear the water is at hip height!!

Post cliff jumping hike!

Post cliff jumping hike!

Look at this scary ass lake

Look at this scary ass lake

Walked around the town. This place was slightly eerie

Walked around the town. This place was slightly eerie

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Scary church

Scary church

You can actually pump gas with this thing!

You can actually pump gas with this thing!

Cutie post office on the island

Cutie post office on the island

Emily lookin hot on a moped we didn’t rent

Emily lookin hot on a moped we didn’t rent

001 - blog is me

Hi,

There's way more before this paragraph but I had to cut it down quite a but now I remembered why I wanted to write this. 

I am redoing my bedroom. I live at home with my parents and I wrote down in my journal I wanted my new room by august and i'm making it happen. But the remodel of my room ties into this story and it struck a cord so I started writing. 

My room has always been something so weird to me. Growing up i've shared spaces with my siblings and when my parents bought a new home we all had our own room. My mind is busy and ive never been satisfied with it. So i would say in the last year I have moved my room around quite a bit but I didn't know why I still hated it. Your bedroom is your sanctuary, you sleep, meditate, laugh, cry in it. You should love that space right?

When I made the mistake of moving to LA I gave away a lot of my furniture and things. Well… since then I haven't bought anything for my room because I had the idea that I wouldn't be here long. It's been 3 years and that is a long enough time to stop making excuses and just redo ya damn room.  I have been in so much denial with how much the last 3 years affected me that i didn't even allow myself to have a nice bedroom. I’ve been on this emotional ride with myself and juggling a growing business. Self doubt is real. Every move I make will somehow affect my business so i have to always analyze what is currently going on making sure its not a high risk move. I was in such a whirlwind that i didn't even allow myself to have a bed frame and dresser because I didn't think i was worth it and I had this illusion that this space wasn't my home and someday soon I was going to move. Who thinks like that! LOL 

Well i decided that i'm worth the furniture and a fresh coat of paint. I can’t wait to share the photos of the before and afters with you!

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